The Worst EID Ever

I know i didn't wrote anything here for a wile

but i can't handle it any more i need to write

I HAVE TO WRITE

&I know it's eid and everyone is happy and enjoying it

and WOW it's holiday and we wont go to school

until the 4 th of oct

but wait a minute

I'm not happy at all

I'm mad

I'm angry

I'm lazy

I'm moody

I'm stupid

I'm broke

I'm derelict

I'm invisible

I'm tired

I'm cold

I'm careless

I'm bored

I'm lonely

and I didn't enjoy eid like everybody

in fact i just had a fight with my mom&sis

and i didn't send any eid sms's ;(

and didn't wear my eid clothes

I JUST HATE IT

I'm trying so hard to put a smile on my face

but i can't .. I'm not good at masks my face is says every thing

also .. I miss my friends

I miss them soooo much .. messenger is not enough i guess

so 2 things would make me better

crying & shopping
yesterday i tried to cry but there were no tears Y_Y

so .... I have to go shopping

HAPPY EID FOR ALL